Well, after waaaay too much effort trying to figure out where in the heck to post this, I decided "milder issues" kinda fits. I'm really glad it wasn't in the "Bad Days" category, that was yesterday, lol. Has anyone else experienced being in a fairly healthy place to build a good life after years of dealing with the past fallout, but just too overwhelmed to do anything about it? What I really want is to build a career for myself that uses who I really am instead of the false self that was carved out by the cults, and I would like to make money eventually. I do really have trouble being patient with myself...

I exercise, I eat right, I get enough sleep, but I just want to sit, and I don't even think it's from being depressed. I've been depressed before so I do know the difference. I'm open to ANY suggestions...like I tell my older children, as long as the suggestions are not immoral or illegal, lol. Anybody else been here, and what did you do about it?